Soul discovery is feeling so lonely, AB ignores her. The guys sitting beside are so noisy. Soul discovery thinks it is a test from God. She does not like that test, but she knows she has to face it. Feeling lonely and feeling darkness and feeling ignore are all the feeling she needs to go through and recover. To become a real woman, she needs to change herself. She needs to get rid of the abandoning feeling from AB. AB is not right or wrong, just he chooses to be passive. The guy sitting beside her is not making noise on purpose, just he is not feeling good. Sometimes she also does so. Be nice. She decided to ignore him as well, and keep not finding any lover again before she comes back to her hometown. In this country, it is so hard to find the true love. She does not like to see many people at the same time. But AB is different, he grows up here and already affected by the culture here. She knows he may have many choices. She has to be determinent to find her happiness (no matter love or not) by her own. She can not count on her anymore or can not count the other person in the future anymore. She needs to learn to give love instead of wait to receive love, which is very important!
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